TMI???

Warning: TMI coming your way!

Don't you hate when the doctor says, "Just slip your pants off and cover yourself with this sheet!"

Yikes, as I get older or maybe with the each new pregnancy, I get more modest and uncomfortable with this!! With my first I practically begged to be "checked" frequently so I could know if everything was okay or if I was dilated. Same with the second. Third was not so much anymore.

This time, I was hoping to get away with not doing that AT ALL!!! Too bad they have this stupid thing called group B strep :( 

Don't get me wrong, as soon as those painful contractions start coming, I am all for sharing with any of the hospital staff. Heck, the janitor could watch and I wouldn't care! I'd let in a whole class of students.

But until then...

So with that out of the way, I am 36 weeks 2 days today. I had Macy at 37 weeks 3 days. Kinda gets me happy thinking its coming real soon! The doctor doesn't think I will make it to 40 weeks. Barry thinks I will have the babe in 10 days. 

With all that in mind, I'm finally trying to get some stuff ready. I'll pack a hospital bag for the first time ever this time. I'm worried with Barry home with the three others, he'll be too overwhelmed to remember the little things that I may need. 

I giddy just getting it all into the diaper bag!!! Oh boy! I seriously LOVE new baby smell, baby breath, soft hair, wrinkly feet, the first moments of breastfeeding and feeling the beauty that being a mother is!! 

And I'm not going to lie, I am looking forward to at least one night alone in the hospital with the baby!!!