In true bloggy fashion, most of us try not to rant too much about the negative. We focus on the uplifting and happy things in our lives, which is good. Especially when you think that you may print these writings and future generations will read them. You don't want to sound like a total fun sucker, always complaining about the hard things in your life, right!
Well, I am finding this exact thing a bit of a dilemma right now. I am seriously feeling like crap lately. So I decided to read back through my blog to find out how I felt last time at 35.5 weeks. Well, I sound pretty peachy according to my blog. So then I wonder; was I really feeling fine? Or was I trying to be positive and uplifting? I guess I will never know.
For now, my mornings are fine. I have energy, no heartburn, and I always feel ready to tackle the day. By noon though, I am so tired. By evening I am just plain cranky and uncomfortable. Well, today is especially a doozy! It's not even 5 and I have already taken 4 tums for heartburn. The bone on the left side of my groin feels bruised and hurts when I walk. I am so tired that I actually CAN'T sleep. Weird I know! To top it off, I have a wicked stomach ache and a bit of nausea! Fantastic. Lucky me I still get to take Tommy to piano in Okotoks in an hour.
I don't think my schedule lately has helped much. I have had at least one appointment a day this week, sometimes two. The rest of the week is no different. Eye appt for Tommy tomorrow. Fri I have preschool run for Kyla, Dentist check for Macy, Developmental Aide for Macy and Physio for Macy. Saturday we have primary presentation practice, Haircut for Tommy and a basketball game across the city. I think I will sleep all day Sunday just to prepare for next week.
Though, things do slow down in a few weeks. I am glad I am getting a lot of these appts out of the way now, before little one comes. Though, my life never gets too slow.
I was grateful for the surprise breakfast given to the mom's at Macy's school this morning. I think I ate 6 pieces of bacon and we laughed a lot while others watched our kids in class :)
So like I was saying, blogs can be a funny thing. Can I even believe what I have written in the past? Is it totally true to my actual feelings or sugar coated?? Maybe a little of both.
Jane, My Hero
2 weeks ago
2 comments:
Wow you ARE busy! Hang in there, Sunday's comin'!
Have you tried anything stronger for the heartburn? I took two extra strength zantacs every day of my pregnancy with Emma and Quentin until the end with Q when the Dr. prescribed me something even stronger because the zantac wasn't working anymore. I still had some minor heartburn but at least I was able to sort of sleep at night.
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