Sunday, March 27, 2011

I miss him!

You know that pain that burrows deep inside your gut and than takes up residence?! That is how I am feeling the last few days. I have tried to ignore it, push it aside or put other things in its place. But it stays there saying, "Hey, I am here and you can't make me leave!"

Tommy left for Texas on friday and I spent the rest of the day with a broken heart and red eyes. Barry kept asking why I was crying AGAIN. I actually started crying on the way to the airport, but turned my face to the window so Tommy wouldn't see. I don't want him to think his leaving will make me that sad. It would be too much pressure for a little boy. He looks forward to going to see his dad and I am okay, if he is happy and okay. A mothers love just runs that deep!

He will be back in a week. I have done this so many times before. He will be back before I know it. I am lucky that he is in my life the majority of the time, I do know that. And I must share. I made my bed, now I must lay in it.

But our house does not feel the same without him.

8 comments:

Dorienne said...

I'm sad for you. He will be back before you know it.

Krista said...

I can't even imagine....hugs.

Cindy said...

So sad! I hope the week goes by fast for you! And that it's filled with fun, cherishable moments!

Nancy said...

I'm sad for you. I can't imagine how hard that must be. i hope the week goes fast for you.

Holly said...

How lucky Tommy is to have parents who love him. Two that he lives with and a Dad that cares. There are so many kids out there who are from divorced parents who forget that the best thing they ever did was to create a magical little person. Making sure that the child is still loved by both of his parents and letting grandparents, aunts and uncles, cousins still be a part of his life that is priceless. Tommy is a lucky little boy to have so many people in his life who love him.

Susie said...

sucks that you just have to keep doing it and it never gets easier...duh because you just love and miss him like only a mom can. cute picture. happy spring break eh??

Kristin said...

Hopefully he'll appreciate you even more as he grows up and realizes how much you love him and how hard it was to see you leave for those visits!

Bethany said...

He is seriously handsome. How old is he? He and Mason would do some damage together!

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