Grateful

My heart is full today. But, my heart is also heavy.

Today is world Down Syndrome Awareness day. 3/21 because Macy has 3 of her 21st chromosome. I was hoping to throw a party with good friends. I was hoping to have cake and laughter and balloons with messages of Love, Acceptance and Understanding written in them.

But, sometimes life goes in its own direction. We have all been sick, for weeks it seems. So the parties will have to wait for another year.

But I want to take a minute...

For all those babies not given a chance. (and now the tears are coming)

For children that are told, "You are not good enough for our family."

For the gifts given that were not received.

For the fear of the unknown or imperfect.

I want to keep those thoughts very fresh today. So that I appreciate more and love deeper.

But I also want there to be lots of joy today!

Joy for those parents brave enough to face the obstacle and break down the barriers.

Joy for everyone in my life who loves Macy, who has wanted to hold her and enjoy her.

Joy for friends who without know it, have given me backbone!

To one friend in particular... that walked the path before me. She did it with grace and gave me the courage to know that it is a beautiful thing to raise a child with Down Syndrome.

Joy for a Heavenly Father who knew the world needed people with Down Syndrome. They have a spot here too and we can learn so much from them!

Mostly Joy for Macy... this little girl who has been placed in my care. Who the Lord has trusted me with. To love her, unconditionally. To teach her and let her teach me. I am so grateful!