Wednesday, April 14, 2010

She's my midnight snack!!


Like I mentioned previously...

When I first met my little Macy. I was worried. In the first moment (and for a few moments after that) I worried!
I wondered if I could fall in love with her the way I did with my other angels.

I wondered if I could do it!
I had said I could. To multiple people, before I even knew I would get the chance.
FYI: God is listening, so mean what you say :)
I wondered if I would look at her and think she was beautiful!
I worried that I would not be able to push her to her full potential.
I'm a mom, that's what I do best. WORRY!
Even before Macy came along I spent many a nights laying next to Barry crying my eyes out over "Worry."
What if Tommy doesn't do this, what if he does do this.
What if Kyla doesn't do this, what if Kyla does do this...
and so on and so on...
Well, some worry is good and some worry is normal but...
The first few days of worry with Macy have shown to be POINTLESS!
I Love her. I am in love with her! (Yes, you can be in love with your kids!)
Yes, I can do this! She'll make this FUN!
I think she is beautiful, in fact I think she is GORGEOUS!
I want to eat her cheeks for breakfast, lunch and dinner!
and I know I can "push" her to her full potential, because if I don't... She'll "pull" me there herself!

5 comments:

JC said...

What a sweet little girl! I loved reading this, it was beautiful :)

Shannon said...

I worry all of the time too! I'm sure no matter what age your kids are the worry will always be...totally apart of being a loving Mom!

She is gorgeous and I can see why you want to munch on those checks...so cute!

Kira said...

i'm totally in love with my kids ... and i would love to be invited to breakfast lunch and dinner (she has the best cheeks ever) :-)

Amber Lynn said...

Love you!!!! Your amazing in everyway, always have been!! Im so glad I have you in my life.. Your sweet angel is in my thoughts!!!
hugs to you always and forever

Monica Crumley said...

She really is gorgeous! Very lovely post. Love her sweet face and precious hat. Sometimes we just need a little time to allow ourselves to really feel...

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